“Michelle is an absolute delight. I had my first cuddling session ever with her and she took the time to ease my nerves, resolve my concerns and she really helped me to be comfortable with connecting with another person again. I appreciate her love of cuddling and her ability to just *listen*. I can’t wait for our next cuddle!”

“I know you said that you were going to contact me to check-in, but I just couldn’t wait to let you know how much good I think yesterday’s session did. I was all warm and fuzzy inside driving home afterwards, and I still feel kind of glowing. Today I feel more human – or at least less isolated from humanity in general than I did before. I may not be explaining this very well, but I hope (and suspect!) you know what I mean.”

“Hello. First I must tell you why I am giving a review of my experience working with Michelle Renee in this private matter in my life. First, I am a queer trans woman and I felt like I was the first trans person ever to use this therapy (SPT). Michelle told me I was wrong, but if sharing my story can help even one trans person feel more comfortable using this therapy or decide to work with Michelle, this will be worth it. Second, shame and fear of my sexuality left me in a very dark place for far too many years. I hope this helps in a small way with ending sexual shame.

How I got here – the short version. I was assigned male at birth and raised as one. When I entered male puberty, I experimented with different ways to masturbate which lead to “cross-dressing.” My emotions were all over the place as I tried to understand my desires. When I couldn’t will away my desire to crossdress, my confusion turned to fear and that fear and shame grew into my biggest secret. I felt my sexuality was broken or evil. Fast forward many many years; I am an out and proud trans woman who is comfortable being herself in the world. My new secret is: I left behind my sexuality. I started my personal growth and healing in exploring platonic touch. Being raised male, I didn’t know such loving affectionate touch, that didn’t involve sex, even existed. I was able to heal and grow so much in the platonic cuddling community. I quickly became a Cuddle Party veteran. As I became more confident in asking for what I wanted, I eventually asked a close friend in the cuddle community for help in growing beyond platonic-only intimacy. This led me to Michelle.

I was scared when I went to my first session with Michelle. Will we connect? What if we don’t? Who else would work with a trans woman if this doesn’t work? Michelle welcomed me into her space and I felt a warm loving energy from her. That helped a lot to calm my nerves. I shared with her my history and my current feelings as we got to know a bit about each other. Then we started cuddling where I was already comfortable bonding with people. Then we cuddled in our underwear. I was embarrassed at how scared I felt, but the fear was replaced with loving warmth and loving energy from Michelle. During the next session, we first talked about what my plan is and when I would know our work was done. I told Michelle my goal is to be comfortable dating in the BDSM community where I can ask for what I want and assert my boundaries with confidence. When I fell in love with Michelle, is when I started to feel confident being naked together. I felt safe with Michelle as I entered my challenge zone beyond my comfort zone. I grew so much with the experience of a sexual relationship. I find most of my growth and personal healing was in growing our relationship. The sex was the very pleasurable reward for our relationship. I felt the pace of our work together was right as I needed about a month to process most of my new experiences. I am currently in my last few sessions with Michelle. I feel sad that we will soon be ending our work together and “breaking up.” What helps me deal with the sadness is realizing I am growing out of the safety container of our short few-hour sessions together. I am ready and looking forward to, hope to, have a longer relationship with a new love. For so many years I was so scared I would never get close enough to anyone to have a sexual relationship. Working with Michelle has been a dream come true. Michelle is a dream come true. I will always have a place in my heart for her. Whoever reads this I wish you well in your healing journey and hope Michelle can be a part of your journey as well.”

“I have a resource that won’t judge me and I can find nurturing with.”

“I am feeling really good. I had a couple of situations that would have usually made me anxious, but I was surprisingly calm. Thank you for your help.”

“I’ve become someone who has better skills at asking for my wants, needs, recognizing where I stand with my body. Even better, that seeps into my work, family, and where I now know what I want and don’t like.”

“This is what it feels like to feel human again,” said with a sigh of relaxation – during our 1st session

“I’m sending you a great big wave of gratitude. I feel so fortunate to have found you and to have benefited so much already. ***Thank you!***” – after our 2nd session

“The feeling of being in my body is so different after you’ve been here.” – after 3rd session

“I think the biggest benefit of cuddling for me is that it provides a foundation of comfort and safety… Using cuddling *in conjunction* with psychotherapy is incredibly powerful. I intend to continue with both because the benefits and momentum achieved from combining them is just incredible.” – many sessions later

“This is the first time I’ve felt human.”

“I honestly cannot put into words the feelings I have when you help me just be me.”

“I felt great afterwards, and still am feeling great right now! … You’re really good! It was lovely cuddling with you too, definitely worth the trip from LA! I like how you start your sessions with a set of questions, where I had to answer yes or no to all of them, and pay attention to my body’s reactions as I answered each question. I enjoyed all the cuddling positions, especially the last one before the session ended, because it was very intimate. I like to be close whenever I cuddle with someone. What I wish was different? Well, nothing really, but maybe that the time would not have gone by so quickly since I was enjoying it so much!”